I just want to share sumthing… So I have something that I really wanted to do and I wanna be on that path/career but I was crying because I knew that it’ll be a hard path and that my parents will not approve so I was just silently crying and I said that if there is a ‘next life’ I’ll do anything to be on this path. Then something magical happen that I know that I’ll never forget. While having casual family dinner my parents suddenly said that I should pursue that path and I think my whole world suddenly lit up HAHAHA. You know it feels really suffocating when you dream of something that you know you cant achieve because of the people who will not approve. But now that I know that they’ll support me I’m gonna do my best to earn something worthy of that support. Idk I really like sharing my thoughts to you guys idk maybe because I know that you’ll understand meh idk this is just me being emo.