You’re in your thirties with a chip on your shoulder because you wasted the last 15 years fucking off and pursuing mediocrity and now your stuck with a failing marriage and no kids and just now realizing you have already wasted the best years off your life and expecting to make up for that by joining an army and pretending that you’re making something of yourself and getting mad that the government won’t cater to your diminishing self esteem because of your bad genes. You’ve been bitching about this for the last month, you will never serve in any military. If it’s really that big of a deal for you then grow a pair and go chase a war if it really means that much to you but you’re too much of a coward to do that so sit down and enjoy your mediocre live that you’ve created or do something about it. Life is a lottery, the military is not on the table, do something else or the next ten years will have passed by and you’ll still be living ten years ago like you are now.